Words, sentiments, fall on deaf ears.

I try to give my heart away, only to be returned.

I try to forget, move on, but my emotions linger.

Questions remain unanswered; if only, if only.

Love is for the lucky.

It's fun to play with fonts. FYI: The band got third at regionals (Adair won--big surprise there) It's that time of year again, State! Woot woot!

Well since nobody seems to post unless I write a poem or something...

Unrelentless ticking, counting seconds;

They come too slowly.

Body burns, I cry for relief, but my cruel master only says "Again"

And so, the whip cracks again, my torture continues.

I wish to fall to the ground with the others-it hurts-but my soul refuses.

You must live, survive; the goal is almost attained.

So I pull myself higher, defiant, daring the whip to come.

       Well....I'm back. You'll have to excuse me. I forgot to mention last time that I would be going to visit Eastern's campus today. Heck yes, a four hour drive!!......I'm tired of sitting. Well, Eastern's pretty much just....there....so I don't imagine I will be going to school there. Besides, it's too far away to come back and watch bandshows. That would be sad....

Band practice tomorrow...oh joy. Fall Break just isn't long enough. But I want to see all the band people again so I'll be alright. I think I will sleep now....

Wisdom: Life is like a sculpture: beautiful colors hide the burns from the kiln.

     He stares at the T.V. upside down, blank. The remote lies inches away, but it's too much energy to press the button. Meaningless Halloween decorations are strewn on the floor, neglected after mere moments of searching for their perfect places. His room is dirty, it's too cold outside, hours tick with his heartbeat. His only consolation is that soon he will be able to sleep, only waking to the same monotonous environment. It must be Fall Break.

Yeah, I'm bored. Someone give me something to do...before I go crazy...anyone?...

I really don't like book reports.

Why can't I say something like-- "This book is really awesome. Go read it. Now." But no, English teachers don't like that.

Not to mention it's really really cold outside and I just about froze my face off at band practice. This is really good bonfire weather. (Eyes close, focus wanes; the desire to sleep has won)

Wisdom: Join DAFI!! Save the flamingos today!!____This should raise a few questions.